Monday Week 1 Day 1

Soooo, today I was woken up at 7am; much to my dismay, after very few hours sleep. A great way to start the day. My day didn't improve from there. I got to school and started walking around looking for my friends. I walked out the front where I met Andy. She told me that everyone was out the front. So if I walked. I then see a group of 5 of the people I wish I had never met (ironic, isn't it, that is spend every lunch sitting with them). The group consisted of Paige, Russell, Jody, Hilary and Hilary's new boyfriend John. I walked in to pure awkwardness and waited in silence, feigning my now boring "I'm tired" routine, for Russell to leave. You see, I hate Russell, more than one can possibly imagine after what he did to Alyssa. Maybe you will hear that story another time. Thankfully, soon after arriving at school, the siren rang. Tute, thank god. I sit in tute listening to the notices (boring) and waited for my name to be called on the roll (also boring). I talk to Abbie. Gossiping about the holidays, waiting very impatiently for tute to end.

Legal Studies was entertaining, Carrie, possibly, my oldest and best friend off all time, was a joy to see after two weeks without her. Tori, the only person who can make me laugh the hardest I possibly can, I can talk to her for hours on end. She always makes me days so much better. I sit with Carrie and Tori in Chemistry as well. Andy is also in my Legal Studies class. We spent most of the time catching up, throwing in the occasional writing about Agreement Law. Maths C was even harder than I thought. I even found out the my teacher's one year old daughter can do a 12 piece puzzle faster than i can.

Lunch.... It began with no food at the tuckshop. So, I sat with my friends drinking pineapple juice being called gay around 7 times and facing many more innuendos. Allyssa wasn't at our group today. Maybe she got smart and left the group. Something I am really considering, moving to Demi's group will be one of the best things I do for my happiness.

Then I have Chemistry, where Paige and Russell did stare at me and bitch for the whole double. Even when I had to get up in front of the class with three other people and present my findings on Ideal Gas, they did not stop talking. I even watched them and they didn't stop. One day I will tell you how Russell got his name. Its kind of an inside joke with me and me alone.

Lunchtime.. This one was better. I didn't go back to my group. Instead I sat talking to Demi and Tori about the holidays and nothing much else. It was the best lunchtime I have had in months. With them it feels like I don't have to worry about my group breaking apart.

English was pretty good. I sit with Andy and Jane discussing 1950's slang when Christie decides to join us. We talk about how awkward and moronic the phrases used in the 50's were and wait for the lesson to end. Andy was asking me about Alyssa. You see, Andy and Alyssa had been best friends since grade 8 and are now being ripped apart by Russell. Alyssa and Russell had gotten together at the start of the year. After two months of relationship, Russell stopped talking to Alyssa for two weeks. After that, they didn't do much talking and it wasn't as if either party tried to fix the relationship. This went on for 5 more months before Alyssa finally dumped Russell. It took two times for Russell to actually realise that he was dumped. And Russell was meant to be a wiz kid. Fuck off! He is smart, but he is the dumbest piece of shit I have ever met. He seriously has to be socially retarded.

Home.... The best part of the day. But instead of sleeping I decided to write a blog about films. My very first published film review was made tonight. Then I decided I would update this blog and here I am. Watching Nurse Jackie and telling you about my day. Hopefully tomorrow will be better. I doubt it. I start with a double of Maths B. Possibly the worst subject ever created. So I will spend all lesson talking to Demi about how much we hate the teacher.

So I will see you tomorrow where we will discuss my day. Again, I leave you with a quote referring to how I feel about my friendship situation. From the song Throw Me Away by KoRn:

"Love full of hate,

Don't you love
How I break?

Don't let them throw me away."